Last night
I had the weirdest dream
That you and I drove up the darkest streets
Passing through the city lights
Closure for the kiss that died......

Fuck my life...

I just made the biggest mistake ever...
FUCK......
I know this is deviantart. Not a blogger thing. But I still would like to post this. Fuck my fucking life.

I'm fucking up way too much, hospital AGAIN? This is the second time in a week I tried doing this... What the fuck... I'm sucha freak, I'm not craving for attention, I only crave for attention from someone, but I was too "afraid" to be with them? What the fuck is that shit? Bullshit right? And my ex comes back trying to be in my life, but all he does is try to hurt me more... Why can't I give this guy a fucking chance, when I gave my ex a million, and my ex did much worse things than this new guy... Hm? Well I fucked up, you learn from your mistakes, and it hurts. Fuck FUCK !!!

Stopit... Please don't think I'm craving for attention, I really am not, I just really gota let this out, by not bitching or whining at my friends e.e Ohhh dammit... Fuck...

Such




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FUCK

UP


yes I am......... Fuck......

Crying... Dammit.